Resistance is useless; just two kids stupid & fearless. ♥

Why is a cute guy my enemy?
But, my crush is Josh Franceschi, oh how accurate. c;

2 long sleeve pajama shirts (from vicki)
remington curling wand (from my mom)
sweater (from my dad)
glamour kills wolf hoodie with free bracelet and stickers (from my dad)
anchor shirt from amerrickan (from my dad)
music soothes the soul shirt from american (from my dad)
dufflebag (from as.shole)
makeup bag (from my mom)
britney spears perfume (from my dad and vicki)
$10 itunes giftcard (from ben)
24 pack of sharpies (from my aunt and uncle)
pretty little liars season 1 dvd (from my dad and vicki)
bridesmaids (from my dad and vicki)
gloves (from vicki)
tshirt from aeropostale (from my cousin)
3 pairs of fuzzy socks (two from my cousin, one from my aunt and uncle)
phone case (from my mom)
screen protectors (from my mom)
$50 ($30 from my grandpa, $20 from my aunt and uncle)
 
and two more things from my mom that haven't come in the mail yet.

Kellin & Katelynne Quinn (:

technically the first band i saw live was either motley crue/skid row or david cook at my county fair. i'm pretty sure it was skid row/motley crue. but i think it was only like one member from motley crue that performed because they were on a break or something idk i don't remember.
 
the last bands i saw were at the noise tour, so the make, you me at six, we are the in crowd, there for tomorrow, and mayday parade. so i guess, it was mayday parade, since they were the headliners.
 
and i really wanna see sleeping with sirens live. i love them so much. i'm so glad they're on warped and i'm going to 2 dates this year woo! and i also wanna see the devil wear prada and we came as romans. umm idk there's more but i can't think of them. i'm going to make a set with a list of bands i wanna see later, because i'm bored. :)

I don't even know where to start. Hmm.
Well, let's see. I used to love thanksgiving because my family was just the greatest. Then everything changed in November 2009 when my parents sat my sister and I down and told us they're getting a divorce. I didn't know why at first, but as the months went by, secrets were being uncovered. My life turned around that day, and I haven't been the same since. In some ways, I've become a stronger person. In others, I've become such a weak person. I can't remember the last time I've been truly happy, besides at shows. I just hide my emotions really well. Until today, that is. I broke down so bad this morning. I've been crying on and off since 9:30. Why? Because my mom is forcing me away from my dad's side of the family to come to be at her house with her family that I can't stand. This more than upsets me, because my dad's side of the family know the truth and have been here for me whenever I needed someone. My mom's side, however, know what my mom tells them, which is lies. I tried talking to my mom and telling her that I want to be with my dad's side of the family today. She said nothing. This really pisses me off because:
1. She knows we have thanksgiving on thanksgiving day.
2. She never listens to anything I have to say.
3. I am so sick of her getting everything she wants.
It just all gets really old. I cannot wait until I turn 18 in September. I know it's a while away, but on that day, I will never have to see my mom again.
Oh, and another thing that pisses me off is that I just found out this morning that my mom sent my dad more papers from the lawyer or whatever and she has something up her sleeve and no one knows what. This really fucking scares me, because I know that she's trying to take the house away from my dad so she can sell it and get money to buy her own house. God. Has she not taken enough away from me already? My house is all I have left. Doe she not understand that she's not only hurting my dad, but she's hurting me and my sister too? No, she doesn't, because all she cares about is herself and her boyfriend. Well you know what, fuck her!

Josh Franceschi
Derek Sanders
Cameron Hurley
Alex Gaskarth
Kellin Quinn
Dave Strauchman
John O'Callaghan
Jeremy McKinnon
John Gomez
Kyle Burns
Josh Withenshaw
Jack Barakat
Garrett Nickelsen
Max Helyer
Stephen Gomez
Jordan Eckes

So I saw Yellowcard, Every Avenue, and Go Radio last night with my friend Julia. Definitely one of the best shows I've been to.
We got there around 5 and Jason Lancaster was standing on the corner of the street about to cross the road, so we talked to him for a while and he gave us hugs :)
Then we met up with Ashley and Tessa and waited for doors to open. And Dave Strauchman walked past and oh my god just unf. He got his haircut and it looks so fucking good.
So we finally got in at 7 and then we had to wait an hour until Go Radio came on. They were really good live, but I don't know their music that well.
Then Every Avenue came on and I sang my heart out and just got really into it and it was awesome. I got Josh's guitar pick :)
Then Yellowcard came on and the crowd was so intense. Everyone was just jamming and it was awesome. They are definitely one of my favorite bands to see live. You can tell they genuinely love and appreciate the fans and put their all into their music every night. During Ocean Avenue, Sean looked at me and was like "I can't hear you, sing louder" so I started screaming the lyrics as loud as I could and he kept looking over at me, which is funny because he did that at Dirty Work too hahaha.
Then I got pictures with Jason Lancaster, Josh Withenshaw, Jimmie Deeghan, Ryan Key, and Sean Mackin. Sean is serious one of the nicest people ever. He was like "yeah I couldn't hear you singing, so I wanted you to sing louder. You have a great voice" and he hugged me like 3 times flkdsfjsdl it was great and then my friend asked him if he wanted to get ice cream with us, but he said they can't have dairy because it messes up their voices or something. Then as we were walking away he was like you two are so cute. gksdjflgdj It was a fantastic night and now I am suffering from an extreme case of PCD. :(
 
(I would put pictures on here but I'm too lazy right now lol. I'll put them in a set tomorrow maybe.)