I don't even know where to start. Hmm.
Well, let's see. I used to love thanksgiving because my family was just the greatest. Then everything changed in November 2009 when my parents sat my sister and I down and told us they're getting a divorce. I didn't know why at first, but as the months went by, secrets were being uncovered. My life turned around that day, and I haven't been the same since. In some ways, I've become a stronger person. In others, I've become such a weak person. I can't remember the last time I've been truly happy, besides at shows. I just hide my emotions really well. Until today, that is. I broke down so bad this morning. I've been crying on and off since 9:30. Why? Because my mom is forcing me away from my dad's side of the family to come to be at her house with her family that I can't stand. This more than upsets me, because my dad's side of the family know the truth and have been here for me whenever I needed someone. My mom's side, however, know what my mom tells them, which is lies. I tried talking to my mom and telling her that I want to be with my dad's side of the family today. She said nothing. This really pisses me off because:
1. She knows we have thanksgiving on thanksgiving day.
2. She never listens to anything I have to say.
3. I am so sick of her getting everything she wants.
It just all gets really old. I cannot wait until I turn 18 in September. I know it's a while away, but on that day, I will never have to see my mom again.
Oh, and another thing that pisses me off is that I just found out this morning that my mom sent my dad more papers from the lawyer or whatever and she has something up her sleeve and no one knows what. This really fucking scares me, because I know that she's trying to take the house away from my dad so she can sell it and get money to buy her own house. God. Has she not taken enough away from me already? My house is all I have left. Doe she not understand that she's not only hurting my dad, but she's hurting me and my sister too? No, she doesn't, because all she cares about is herself and her boyfriend. Well you know what, fuck her!